Jingle bells

Happy new year everyone! A brand new year waits for us! To all the people that stuck around, thanks for being there and being my friend. I wish you all the success and happiness 2011 brings.

I'm sure everyone had their ups and downs. But come on. Life still goes on, no matter what. The thing that matters is being able to turn the bad luck into a good one. You know what they say, if life brings you lemons, make lemonade!

People will walk out of your life, and you'll meet the greatest people ever in return. They'll be more than happy to be in replacement of those who were dumb enough to go. Its there loss, dudes.

Do whatever you want in 2011. Eat whatever you want. Do whatever makes you happy. Be yourself. Be proud. You're unique, always know that. AND MAKE THE MOST FUN OUT OF 2011! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Circus Girl.

I just discovered this song. Its pretty cute. I'm prettyy sure it'll get me out of this depressed mood in no time.
It's called 'Circus Girl' and is by Mindy Gledhill. Here are the lyrics. Check it out! :)


I'd travel near, travel far
If I could just be where you are
We'd have a show
Like performers living life on the go
And I'd tame bears and tigers
Just as long as I could

Walk on a wire, jump through a fire for you
Hang from my knees on a trapeze while you
Make me spin
Yes, you make me twirl
Like a circus girl

From overseas, we'd acquire the most bizarre oddities
And charge quite the fee for the people
Who will flock just to see
I wonder what they'd pay
To see my heart on display

Maybe I'm too blind to see that
I am just the clown who follows you
Around and around and around

Crunch.

You know what I get mad at?

1) People that don't smile. Why do they do that? What is it for them to smile? It's just an easy movement of the lips, that mean a lot more. A smile could make people happy. Actually, not 'could', a smile WILL make people happy. I'm talking about a warm, friendly smile, not a "I'm better than you, you *@#!" smile. I do not understand why people don't smile. A single warm smile could really cheer you up. What would one lose if he/she smiled? It may not seem a lot, but I assure you that it'll make the other person happy. So why not? SMILE!

2) People who ignore you. Who the do you think you are, ignoring me? I know they know me, and I know they know I know them. Why ignore one another? What is the point? Gosh.

:(

I feel so depressed. Like really, really depressed. And I don't even know why. Something really weird is going on. Because I don't want to watch movies, or listen to music. These are the things I always do when I feel bad or bored. But all I want to do now is to just lay on my bed and do nothing. I feel empty. I don't like this. Where did it come from? I never feel like this. Ever.
I am even getting angry at the most random things.
I think Catcher In The Rye wasn't the best book for me.
Was this the way Holden felt?
Don't get me wrong, I'm not crazy or anything, but I just feel weirdly depressed.
?!?